i finally realised that we cant be together, but why is it now then u started to notice me? now that i wanted to let go...

exams are really near now and that the days are getting shorter. we would treasure something oni when we are going to lose but why is it so?
or is this jus another illusion? and you would seems so far away from me the next minute. time is getting shorter and shorter.. and we are running out of time cause exams are coming next week and by that time we would never be able to be in that class again.. after the exams time would be so short cause it would be the streaming and i dun know where i'll go.
you would end up forgetting, abt the time.......

and now i have not forgotten last year, how time that spent together are going further and further away. things changes when time goes. thats because we are moving in to the future towards time,but i wanted to move the other way round. And now i'm counting down the days to exam, the day that i would forget the time spent with you all.. i dun know wats going to happen? probably best friends would become strangers? or is it jus schmates? haix.
now all i'm waiting for is the streaming exam cause its gonna change our fate once again. jus lyk wat the PSLE is lyk.. a wrong decision will make me regret, lyk now....
regreting things that are alr done.
if i happened to fail english, i would be going to another sch or maybe... if i get low grades, maybe i would be in the lower classes. how strange that fate can be changed so greatly... two different kinds of fate?

i would not want this to happen, all those sorrows... arghhh. i wish that i couldd be able to.