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Tuesday, August 5, 2008

it is getting more and more wierd nowadays, dunno why every thing that are over i would try to go and treasure it and the future looks so normal to me. sometimes i dun even wan it to come so that everything stops here, stop right now! but when thinking back i felt so remorseful. haixed pls stop it stop thinking abt all things and be quiet, quiet for the whole time...

when you look here, now i finally know why you did so... you are looking at someone else.. do you even know how im feeling? but i had ard made up my mind to forget you... and continue with life, my life is messed up now and im lagg behind in life. gotta study hard but not very sure that i would get good grades, i jus wish that i could change sch cause i should'nt have come... start a 'new life' in the other sch with new friends and new classmates and schmates. i jus wanna forget abt all the unhappiness, forget abt me as a failer in this sch;'c haixed, dunno wat to do i jus wanted to go to another place!!.................. u gotta takecares!!

Sch was fine today.
Going to run now, training for the cross-country run and many other runs in future...

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